10th Sunday after Pentecost
August 14, 2022
Good Shepherd Lutheran Church, Rutland, VT
[Jesus said:] 49“I came to bring fire to the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! 50I have a baptism with which to be baptized, and what stress I am under until it is completed! 51Do you think that I have come to bring peace to the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division! 52From now on five in one household will be divided, three against two and two against three; 53they will be divided:
father against son
and son against father,
mother against daughter
and daughter against mother,
mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law
and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law.”
54He also said to the crowds, “When you see a cloud rising in the west, you immediately say, ‘It is going to rain’; and so it happens. 55And when you see the south wind blowing, you say, ‘There will be scorching heat’; and it happens. 56You hypocrites! You know how to interpret the appearance of earth and sky, but why do you not know how to interpret the present time?” – Luke 12:49-56
Where is God?
I think that’s the fundamental question this stormy and violent text raises for us today. Where is God?
God is surely in the complexities and beauty of the natural created world, but God is just as surely in the chaotic waters before creation and in the storms that wreak destruction today. God is surely in peacemaking and reconciliation, but God is just as surely present in the midst of war and disagreement. God is surely in the calm silence of holy moments, but God is just as surely in the holy chaos of joy-filled worship and impatient kids and busy work lives. God is surely in the bright, breaking light of dawn but just as surely God is in the deep darkness of night.
Maybe you, like me, tend to forget that God is in fact in all of that. It is much easier for me to think of God in the places where I am comfortable, that is, in the style of worship I know best, on my side of the political aisle, in my desires and hopes. I know in my head that this is not the case, but deep in my gut I want it to be true. It would make things so much easier, wouldn’t it?
But Jesus reminds us today that he comes not for peace but for division. Surely not violence and domination. Not violent takeovers of other peoples and nations. Jesus unequivocally refuses to take up the sword. Not division for the sake of division. Jesus isn’t there to stir the pot and then sit back and watch with amusement. But if Jesus is to do what he says he is there to do, that is, in the words of Mary’s song, to raise up the lowly and scatter the proud-hearted, to fill the hungry and send the rich away empty. Or in the words he quotes from Isaiah at the beginning of Luke’s gospel: to bring good news to the poor, set free the oppressed and liberate the captive. To do that Jesus will need more than just comforting words and acts of kindness and healing. This will require a serious upending of our human tendency toward what comfortable over what is just.
I spent all of the last week at our denomination’s churchwide assembly, an every-three-years gathering, the highest legislative body of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America. There was the usual parliamentary procedure, the receiving of reports, some Spirit-filled and some mundane. But undergirding it all was a deep sense of division and tension. We are a church that is in crisis. We have too long aligned ourselves with a comfortable status quo of racism and sexism. We have too long prioritized procedure over people. We have too long siloed ourselves from others whether out of theological differences, independent spirit, or just failure to do the hard work of partnership.
At that assembly we committed ourselves again to the hard work of dismantling racism in many forms. And I’ll tell you that that work brings division. If we are going to embody racial reconciliation in our communities, churches, and denominations, we’re going to have to get uncomfortable. I’m going to have to get uncomfortable. I’m going to have to let go of some of the ways in which my own actions contribute to the problem, the ways my own commitments support exclusion in ways I do not intend but which nevertheless do violence to people of color.
I will say that it was the hardest churchwide assembly I have been a part of because of that wrestling and also the best. Our work is not done, but sweeping it under the rug was killing us. And I think Jesus is stirring us up for the sake of justice and new life.
I know that your life as a congregation here at Good Shepherd has had some particular challenges in this last year. Some of that is what all of us are experiencing – a shifting culture that often doesn’t support faith communities in the way it used to; emerging from the most isolated part of a global pandemic and figuring out who we are as a communal people in the midst of that; learning to live together as our world becomes increasingly polarized in so many ways. And some of it is that you were thrown into a pastoral transition and had to find your feet again in the midst of all that. I know it hasn’t been without serious challenges and disagreement. You have more discernment work ahead to figure out what is next. I think sometimes we are afraid to lean into these hard conversations, consciously or unconsciously believing afraid that church isn’t supposed to unsettle us or that maybe God won’t go there with us.
I don’t think Jesus comes to cause division for its own sake. Jesus is not stirring you up just to watch what happens. I’m not suggesting that God initiated any of this – the global challenges or the local challenges – but I do trust that God is at work in the holy chaos, even in the very real divisions and disagreements in our faith communities. God is not averse to challenge or even conflict. Jesus himself flipped over tables, challenged authority, and told some pretty brutal truths that didn’t sit well with a lot of people.
I would love to tell you that if you just practiced niceness and took the easy path forward that things would be fine. But they won’t. God will be there either way, yes, but the call in today’s gospel, our baptismal call, is to follow Jesus into the messiness of conflict and division, to enter with heart and soul into the hard conversations. Because it is there in that difficult and uncomfortable space, that God also brings forth new life. If we allow our fear to hold us back from going with Jesus into that uncomfortable space it will only drive the divisions deeper.
Going there – to the pain, challenge, even chaos – that’s the core of our faith, isn’t it? That resurrection only follows death. We do not land in that place of comfort, full reconciliation, peace, and justice without first going the way of the cross. Some things will have to die for our denomination to move forward. Some difficult things will need to be addressed for our congregations to thrive.
It may not seem like it at first, but for me, at least, this is good news. I know in my head that God is with us always. But for a long time and still some now, I have this fear that I have to get to that place where everything is neatly tied up in a bow before I really meet God. That I have to have it all together personally and professionally, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, in order to really live in God’s presence. But this and many other scriptures remind us that Jesus dives in deep with us in the midst of the questions, the wrestling, even the division that comes. God is at work here, now in me, in you, in your imperfect congregation, and our imperfect denomination. In fact, God is bringing about something new with us, in us through those things that sometimes make us fearful and uncomfortable.
We began with the question, “where is God?” The answer is “everywhere.” There is nowhere God is not, nowhere God is afraid to go with us. God is in the calm and peace. But God is also in the division and conflict, the uncertainty and fear, the chaos and confusion. God is in things falling apart and God is in the midst death itself. We cannot work our way to a place where God is more present to us – God is fully in our midst now in our imperfection and failings. Much as I long for everything to work out comfortably, this is much more real, much more present, and the actual promise God makes to us, to be with us in the turmoil -even unto death – while all things are being restored and resurrected.
-Pastor Steven Wilco